Monday, July 27, 2009

Weekly expenses stresses me



Have you ever grown tired of asking for money every now and then?
but then you don't have any choice whom to turn to but your parents?
and when you ask, you hear statements like "where would you spend it?" "that's too much" "we don't any left for our lunch" and some other stuff like that..*deep sigh*


Being a student is really a pressure for me especially if you're enrolled in a course with a lot of expenses..ingredients for dishes especially.it costs a lot of money. grrr...

every week, i have this where-should-i-get-the-money headache since i've got two subjects that requires purchasing of ingredients. too bad 'coz my savings are also used for my school expenses. But when bankruptcy settles on me, i would really ask money from my mom eventhough its kinda embarrassing. because im not really the type who always ask for help if i still can manage the situation. *dont have choice*

few hours ago, i asked again *lost 5 confidence points in the process*



Friday, July 17, 2009

what You have revealed a few days ago was a gratitude. and with that i was able to say, thank you for i can now say that he's not. I've just been saved. I know i am..^^

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Reserved

got some news today..
but i don't have time to type yet.arrgh
(excited pa nman)



here i am, cramming now for my tour project and managing to study for my exams tomorrow .

hey, this is just a post to remember that i have something to tell on this very day..haha
well you know, every moment for me is significant.

i'm gonna make it as a basis for you know..haha

Saturday, July 11, 2009

*sigh*

got nothing to do right now.
just having my guitar session,(forgot when was the last time i played)
when all of a sudden got my eyes welled up with tears after going OL.. T_T
and so wat kung globe ka.wth!
(naghapdi nlg mata ko kay huhu)
must visit my doctor for an eye check-up on Monday.
hope I wouldn't receive any bad remarks from him

Lord, PLEASE...don't try to tease me again..
PUh-LEeez :(
it's stressing me.

Monday, July 6, 2009

Moonstrucked

Actually, i don't have any intention of going online today coz of my busy schedule and my pre-prelim exams. but after being moonstrucked again (take note: "AGAIN") due to the beauty and fullness of the moon, i was opted for some minor update since its almost been a month i had my last post .


The MOON...
the MOON...
the MOON...

here i go again, hahaha
i don't know what's really with the moon that attracted me..
felt like gravity is pulling me just for a stare..
Does Mr. Right also stares at the moon?just like i always do?ahaha
Do you think its the only communication given by God
since im not yet ready to meet him??ahaha (you are dreaming)

Don't ya worry Mr.Right..
I'll meet ya halfway when everything's ready..haha

7:35 pm
Amswalk now signing-off!






Wednesday, July 1, 2009

I want a man


- an excerpt from "What to do until love finds you" by Michelle Hammond


I want a man
not just any man
I want God’s man
hand-picked
kingdom appointed
for such a woman as this . . .

I’m looking for a love
not just any love
I want the God kind of love
filling a heart that beats
to the kingdom’s rhythm
unadulterated
Holy Ghost saturated
the kinda love that
can’t be rated . . .
poured out
runnin’ ovah
like water in a glass
already full of good things
smooth as silk
yet tough as rope
wrapping around my soul
keepin’ it all together
forever
with room enough for me
to be

a woman
not just any woman
God’s woman
whole and free
to love you
the way I want you to love me
with a love
not just any love
but the God kind of love
rich as a sinful dessert
pure as tried gold
the kind of love that can hold
onto your hand
and God’s at the very same time
delivered from all other ties that bind
and yes
I’m free enough to wait . . .
for a man
not just any man
but the man
who understands
and knows what love means
and lives what God says . . .
and wants what I want

a real love

a strong love

a tall love

agape love.


God’s love.





 

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