MJ and Angels

Much more Im gonna miss are my companies. MJ and the angels (boi,kim,fresh,maria). They're more special to me because we all care for each other and the bonding of friendship is so strong that even distance can never break us apart. Despite the personality differences and distinction, we share the same laughs, cries and sweats. That's what makes the group stronger and more bonded together.

Riverside College

Time gradually flees so fast. Much have changed about the school. Yeah can't claim it as my school coz it won't be now. As I watch over the vicinity, I meet more fresh faces, new buildings I have never seen on campus back when I was there. It's a way different to me now as I also see my self different from them too. After two years had passed, I can never forget those events in my life.

And the hard truth I still can't accept that i was there to process my transcript for transfer. I rush over from one office to another for the signing of clearance. As I enter the library- our "tambayan", im blown away by the usual things we did. MJ, our unico iho in the group as what we call him, and my angels. We spent our break time reading, chatting and fooling around when we dont have quizzes to take. I can't forget the finger transfomations, the big laughs we made and the scolds we gain from the librarian for being so noisy inside while learning the sign language.

I proceed to the SPS. Then to our DO's office. There, I see Mr. Milos, our Disciplinary Officer. He's known to be hated by the students for being so strict inside the campus."Why are you transferring? You have failures?" he ask. "No. no sir," my short reply. Can't think of what to say. Im always tired of explaining about the experiences i had two years ago. Why this, why that... But I realize it would be better for him to know the truth. "Im willing to continue what I've started sir, but Im more concerned about my health, " I say, holding my tears from falling down my cheeks. We have a short talk about my traumatic experiences then he give me some advices. It almost melts me. My impression on him changed and I believe he's a great man. He understands what I have been through. He cut the upper left portion of my ID and give it back to me. "I'll give you this as a remembrance."

Sad to say but maybe time had come for me to move on. , i think God has a different plan for my future.. I still hope. I still believe in Him as long as Im here in this challenging world..

REJOICE!!!

What a finer day! so finer than yesterday that i almost clean up the whole house.Whooh! What a relief not seeing my cousin around. LOL Im not rude to him but i don't know why i dislike him so much. Dealing with new company requires a lot of time to know them and master their behaviors. Anyway who would nicely treat someone who isn't giving respect to you or to your family?Who would not be upset by it especially seeing your mom raising temper because of his stupidity?Yes, stupid and he's almost crazy by the fact that when he's in a bad mood, he would do such unwanted childish acts like making tantrums like a child or do some cutting along the bushes in the middle of the night, and many more. I don't know why he was behaving that way. All I could remember that it started when he's getting along with his barkadas. I couldn't tell what exactly were they doing but I think that they're taking drugs. I can tell it looking straightly to their eyes coz its flaming and being so temperamental makes a big difference. Lucky he is 'coz my father is working far from here or maybe things could get more complicated seeing how badly he acted in front of my mom. Now he's F-I-R-E-D from work. Good for him coz he don't really deserved the best treatment from my mom for disrespecting her. If he's really using just a little part of his brains, why would he leave without just saying anything. A goodbye could do. Yet he left like a wind.

I should have posted his picture but im scared of him.haha He could have killed me. If you see him you could really tell he's a serial killer. The fact that he's leaving the house lessen my fears. You would really think I dont care at all because after he left, i bursted with joy and shouting, "Rejoice!!!" It was just so cool that we're back to same faces under one roof again. My mom, my two brothers, my sister and my tita whom you knew best for years. No WORRIES. No FEARS.

A DOODLE

Here's a little memory from my past i'd like to share to all - drawn by me and a friend.

You might wonder what this crap doin' on my post. It's kinda weird though but behind this image is a friendship that grew amidst the distance in a much complicated world. We met through web and we became friends. Yeah, friends. Nothing much and nothing less. But he's more that a friend to me coz he's one of those people who cheers me up whenever im down. I miss him so bad and i don't almost catch him online often since last year.. And this is the only thing that reminds me of him. *sniff* We drew this while we're chattingThis one is something I may never forget for the rest of my life.

...undefined yet uneasily forgotten. An untold story that Im holding on for so long which i think it's something to be treated "special" and not only meant to be taken for granted. It's one of the things that had awaken me from a long deep sleep. And now a part of me that gives me another reason to HOPE, LIVE and LOVE again.

Though so much things have change between the two of us, memories still lingers on me like a sweet sad old song despite the growing hiatus.