Try Next Time!

Dear two-horned creature:

I was getting successful a while ago,when after checking out my guest,
everything turned upside down.I'm glad to say you win for forfeiting
my exam grade in front office and at the same time,
I am sorry to declare that you lose.Coz letting someone
like me feel down would never be that easy.
Try again next time..when you can. Maybe you need a better tactics.
Goodluck!

Pakasal?

inside the bedroom..
mae: mlantaw ko da movie b
joi: ano ka?my ulubrahon pko ya
joi: (facing the computer & listening to music while
watching herself in the mirror)maubra pko report
mae: gpagwapa klg gd da po.matulog nlg ko gni (throws herself to bed)
the song "all my life" plays..

joi: ♪♫ am i already here in your arms..♫..♪
amu na gid ni ang akon nga wedding song ya..*giggle*
mae: pakasal ka nga wla ka lng gid migo poh.. (insulto na or wat? ha? hahaha)
joi: cge lang ya,labot mu..hahah (wala in my dreams aw?weh di nga?haha)

A New Background Music for Bloggie

When was my blog's birthday?I forgot.
I think this time, I'd better change my background music.
After a consistent playback of "FOR YOU I WILL" for how many years,
a new song would do a little change i think.

"GOD GAVE ME YOU" here you go.♥

God Gave Me You – Bryan White Song and Lyrics Code

For all the times I felt cheated, I complained
You know how I love to complain
For all the wrongs I repeated, though I was to blame
I still cursed that rain
I didn’t have a prayer, didn’t have a clue
Then out of the blue
God gave me you to show me what’s real
There’s more to life than just how I feel
And all that I’m worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn’t know why
Now I do, ’cause God gave me you
For all the times I wore my self pity like a favorite shirt
All wrapped up in that hurt
For every glass I saw, I saw half empty
Now it overflows like a river through my soul
From every doubt I had, I’m finally free
I truly believe
God gave me you to show me what’s real
There’s more to life than just how I feel
And all that I’m worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn’t know why
Now I do, ’cause God gave me you
In your arms I’m someone new
With ever tender kiss from you
Oh must confess
I’ve been blessed
God gave me you to show me what’s real
There’s more to life than just how I feel
And all that I’m worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn’t know why (didn’t know why)
Now I do (I finally do), ’cause God gave me you (God gave me You)
God gave me you

Thank you Lord for showing me the light..
and for the transformations you have made on me..especially for renewing my heart and mind.
I love it.Thank you!♥

My Lost Dog

I miss KOOKIE. ='(
When i hear the song "TELL ME " plays,
I couldn't help but reminisce the moments i am with him.
That time I was really in a solitude. At that moment,i couldn't
get out of the house since i have just recovered from an illness.
I would just sit in the balcony and stare at the sky.
He would then come close to me and put his half of the body on
where Im sitting just to accompany me or lie in my lap while standing.
He would be there for as long as 30 minutes.
Some dogs would easily tire and bore except him.

He understands me. I know.
Though he can't tell me in words, i could just feel it.
He's different from any other dogs. And i love him.
i really miss you KOOKIE. I wish to see you again.T_T

Something Fascinating to Read

I was strolling yesterday at Sm then stopped by at
National Bookstore when I found a great book entitled "Karmic Astrology"
by Ruth Aharoni. My eyes grew wide. They are on sale! From Php669 down to Php200.
I couldn't resist not buying it since there are only two left on the shelf.
And besides, it would give me a sleepless night thinking what's inside the book. So i grabbed the opportunity, though i've got no enough money left on my pocket, at least it cured my cravings.

Whew!!!I didn't regret buying it for Php200.00. It's worth the read. It's very complex yet fascinating of how God created the universe. It revealed a lot of myself and my relationships with the people around me and at the same time about You Lord.
Thank you for another gift.♥

I'm Not Insensitive

im not insensitive. i just know how to control my emotions.
i know what to let inside my system and what to not.
i would know if its real coming from me or not, for i know myself.
Only I knows what's happening inside.
These inner peace I've cultivated helps me to recognize what's true and right
from what's insincere and unfavorable.
i take responsibility for my self and im not the one who blames other people
because I got hurt. I realized i got hurt because there's something wrong within me.
Some discoveries about truth had set me free. Thank you Lord for showing me the light.

Another task

This is an unusual job.
I believe you've put me in this situation
because You know that I could handle this.
Exciting! Show me how to do it, Lord.

Magic

A painting is more than the sum of its parts.
A cow by itself is just a cow.
A meadow by itself is just grass,flowers
and the sun peeking through the trees is just a beam of light
but you put them all together,and it can be magic. Flipped

More Patience

dear Lord, please extend my patience please.
why does being good sometimes leads you into trouble?

I am always yours, Lord♥

In the midst of an hopeless hour you still intervene using tech to remind me of my worth.i really love the way you tease me Lord.
If not in radios,tvs,thru txt pa ha..hmmm
i couldn't help but smile at You. You're so sweet Lord that's why I
super duper love ya! Let's just set aside those things till its time.
I can afford to give up everything but not my relationship with you Lord.
Because with You, I can have back all what I've lost in full circle.
Thanks for the patience. I wait till it takes forever.

Forgiven

Sometimes it doesn't take a million words to forgive a person
but with just a single word, all pains of yesterday are brush off to air.

Guy on a Gray Shirt

The night I was watching mya ll-time favorite movie, Serendipity.I slept late and usually I don't get any dreams when I'm deprived of sleep. I woke up to pee but couldn't resume my sleep after.It was about 2-3am when I saw a vision at the back of my mind. A guy wearing a gray polo shirt. i couldn't clearly see what's on with the neck. Was it a collar? 'Twas vague.

I couldn't see the face.Im trying hard to make it visible but to no avail. Another picture flashed. It's a guitar and then followed by a white guitar pick..what was that all about?

Im sure it wasn't a dream.
100% SURE. I was really aware of my environment and the way I positioned my self on bed.

"45-degree angle from the headboard,
nkaside view to the left facing the door with short in and out breaths.hahah"

And there's more to that! on the next blog.haha
I couldn't spill it over here. i just don't know why.
There are many MAYBE's and WHAT IF's.
AND i dont wanna think there's a connection to that.
One of the Maybe's: Im afraid it could have any relation.aaaaaaaaaaaah