A Blessing

♥You prayed and waited too hard, trying all the means to take of
things you don't own. But everytime you do, failure sinks in...
only makin' things more complicated.



How frustrating.

And as you search for truths,
you ended up being engulfed by this startling revelation:

"It could never be apart from you
for it is ALWAYS and FOREVER be
imprinted in your soul..
It is now a part of who you are...."


All you can do is to live with it and be grateful.
Acceptance is the key to live a happy life.♥


As quoted,
"We must become lovers of Truth no matter how much it hurts.
It is the truth that will set us free only if we will learn how to
recognize and receive the WHOLE truth and not just those things
that we are comfortable with." - anonymous

"Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free." John 8:32

A blessed and happy morning to all!


Legend:
between the ♥'s - alien languange translated to human alphabet (i really made an effort there looking for a translator.hahah)
--------------------
background music: Everytime I Close my Eyes
---taerz! kalaw-ai pamatian..hahah wla garelate. *allergic*

Going Home Soon

early discussion about the quake in Japan while having breakfast.
papa: te pila ang npatay?
bro: 200-300
papa: kajutay mlg gle
joi: ke di pa mkita tungod sa baha
papa: tani 1 million pra magbuhin populasyon sa kalibutan
joi: corek.. ang us (damo mkasasala) pagd tani kag china
mama: sa manila pa gid
papa: baw kng sa manila kag didto ko naassign te tani kamo na lang
mama: maggwa ka eh. alangan mapakuribong ka sa hotel! (namersa,haha)
papa: ang survival instinct sg tawo ara na ya,
poh kng di ka na kasurvive sa sitwasyon wala ka gid may mahimo.
kitaay na lang ta sa next lifetime eh..
mama: haha, mkaluwas ka pa ayhan kng magpiyak ang duta kag mtampukan ka?
ako ya gusto ko maging pispis pra kng magtsunami mkalupad ko.
joi:whahah
bro: aswang ka na lang para di ka mapalid
mama: yawan ka to karon pangita sang piyak mo nga lawas eh
joi: masanagan adlaw mpatay kaman jpon..te ukayon mo lang imo half ya eh.
mama: ireport ko eh, kung sin-o makakita sang lawas ---

HAHAHAHAH
(this time, serious talk na)
papa: ang maadvice ko ya sa inyo, spend quality time
with your friends and family.
mama: te malagaw ta ya to pirme
(mama ko adik gid ya! haha)
papa: (cont.) ... gaabot na ta sa punto nga mdula na ang physical aspect
sg kalibutan kag ang spiritual nlg mabilin
joi: agree gid ko da pa. gnaenjoy ko na gani sbng
amo na sbng nahimo ko. *grin*

(before my father had spoken those words, i knew it before.
it started on my birthday i couldn't just explain those feelings.
all i wanted is to spend happy times with my friends and family.
after noticing the biblical events unfolding, it knew this is it.
Im so excited because we're going home real soon.. to our real home♥ )

Try Next Time!

Dear two-horned creature:

I was getting successful a while ago,when after checking out my guest,
everything turned upside down.I'm glad to say you win for forfeiting
my exam grade in front office and at the same time,
I am sorry to declare that you lose.Coz letting someone
like me feel down would never be that easy.
Try again next time..when you can. Maybe you need a better tactics.
Goodluck!

Pakasal?

inside the bedroom..
mae: mlantaw ko da movie b
joi: ano ka?my ulubrahon pko ya
joi: (facing the computer & listening to music while
watching herself in the mirror)maubra pko report
mae: gpagwapa klg gd da po.matulog nlg ko gni (throws herself to bed)
the song "all my life" plays..

joi: ♪♫ am i already here in your arms..♫..♪
amu na gid ni ang akon nga wedding song ya..*giggle*
mae: pakasal ka nga wla ka lng gid migo poh.. (insulto na or wat? ha? hahaha)
joi: cge lang ya,labot mu..hahah (wala in my dreams aw?weh di nga?haha)

A New Background Music for Bloggie

When was my blog's birthday?I forgot.
I think this time, I'd better change my background music.
After a consistent playback of "FOR YOU I WILL" for how many years,
a new song would do a little change i think.

"GOD GAVE ME YOU" here you go.♥

God Gave Me You – Bryan White Song and Lyrics Code

For all the times I felt cheated, I complained
You know how I love to complain
For all the wrongs I repeated, though I was to blame
I still cursed that rain
I didn’t have a prayer, didn’t have a clue
Then out of the blue
God gave me you to show me what’s real
There’s more to life than just how I feel
And all that I’m worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn’t know why
Now I do, ’cause God gave me you
For all the times I wore my self pity like a favorite shirt
All wrapped up in that hurt
For every glass I saw, I saw half empty
Now it overflows like a river through my soul
From every doubt I had, I’m finally free
I truly believe
God gave me you to show me what’s real
There’s more to life than just how I feel
And all that I’m worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn’t know why
Now I do, ’cause God gave me you
In your arms I’m someone new
With ever tender kiss from you
Oh must confess
I’ve been blessed
God gave me you to show me what’s real
There’s more to life than just how I feel
And all that I’m worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn’t know why (didn’t know why)
Now I do (I finally do), ’cause God gave me you (God gave me You)
God gave me you

Thank you Lord for showing me the light..
and for the transformations you have made on me..especially for renewing my heart and mind.
I love it.Thank you!♥

My Lost Dog

I miss KOOKIE. ='(
When i hear the song "TELL ME " plays,
I couldn't help but reminisce the moments i am with him.
That time I was really in a solitude. At that moment,i couldn't
get out of the house since i have just recovered from an illness.
I would just sit in the balcony and stare at the sky.
He would then come close to me and put his half of the body on
where Im sitting just to accompany me or lie in my lap while standing.
He would be there for as long as 30 minutes.
Some dogs would easily tire and bore except him.

He understands me. I know.
Though he can't tell me in words, i could just feel it.
He's different from any other dogs. And i love him.
i really miss you KOOKIE. I wish to see you again.T_T

Something Fascinating to Read

I was strolling yesterday at Sm then stopped by at
National Bookstore when I found a great book entitled "Karmic Astrology"
by Ruth Aharoni. My eyes grew wide. They are on sale! From Php669 down to Php200.
I couldn't resist not buying it since there are only two left on the shelf.
And besides, it would give me a sleepless night thinking what's inside the book. So i grabbed the opportunity, though i've got no enough money left on my pocket, at least it cured my cravings.

Whew!!!I didn't regret buying it for Php200.00. It's worth the read. It's very complex yet fascinating of how God created the universe. It revealed a lot of myself and my relationships with the people around me and at the same time about You Lord.
Thank you for another gift.♥

I'm Not Insensitive

im not insensitive. i just know how to control my emotions.
i know what to let inside my system and what to not.
i would know if its real coming from me or not, for i know myself.
Only I knows what's happening inside.
These inner peace I've cultivated helps me to recognize what's true and right
from what's insincere and unfavorable.
i take responsibility for my self and im not the one who blames other people
because I got hurt. I realized i got hurt because there's something wrong within me.
Some discoveries about truth had set me free. Thank you Lord for showing me the light.

Another task

This is an unusual job.
I believe you've put me in this situation
because You know that I could handle this.
Exciting! Show me how to do it, Lord.

Magic

A painting is more than the sum of its parts.
A cow by itself is just a cow.
A meadow by itself is just grass,flowers
and the sun peeking through the trees is just a beam of light
but you put them all together,and it can be magic. Flipped

More Patience

dear Lord, please extend my patience please.
why does being good sometimes leads you into trouble?

I am always yours, Lord♥

In the midst of an hopeless hour you still intervene using tech to remind me of my worth.i really love the way you tease me Lord.
If not in radios,tvs,thru txt pa ha..hmmm
i couldn't help but smile at You. You're so sweet Lord that's why I
super duper love ya! Let's just set aside those things till its time.
I can afford to give up everything but not my relationship with you Lord.
Because with You, I can have back all what I've lost in full circle.
Thanks for the patience. I wait till it takes forever.