Believe If You Do

Ok fine.

FIIINEEEEEEEE!!

I'm tired telling anybody about this same plain old story-that's for them.

They don't know it isn't just a story.Its something extraordinary.

Because for them it doesn't make sense at all.

"Go,move on!" bla bla..so on,and so forth.

I don't blame anybody or force them to believe.

Only extraordinary soul can understand it.

Anyway.. that birthday message is something i was told about to do.

Not actually my idea.The day before 23, i woke up at 2-3am and was unable to get myself

back to sleep. You know that thing, that voice?Its telling me this,

"Note what I am about to say and tell him this"

I just did.

Even me couldn't believe I wrote those things.

Anyway.

Ignore if you don't believe but I'm telling the truth.

Some people may believe you.

It could be sometimes, always or never.

But whatever, whenever, wherever life takes you

Be firm.

Have faith.

Anyway, life is not about them.

Its about you..

and God.♥

Happy Day!

To forget you is n0t easy,bc0z if it were,

I would have d0ne that a l0ng time ago.

I wonder if I ever cross your mind

Because I can't put you off my head.

Y0u are etched in my s0ul.

Nobody neither time n0r distance could ever change.

Neither rejecti0n n0r you

finding/l0ving an0thr w0man or YOU could break me.

Me and my love could only grow more stronger.

If this is what they called true love,let it be.

I love you in a way you can never imagine.

I love you with all my heart and s0ul.

You never kn0w h0w hard it is to put this into w0rds,

but this is all i can c0me up with.

If you find this w0rds unreal, ign0re it.

DREAM

I wish it'll 0nly be a dream.

If ever id leave this dream behind,wud u stil rmmbr me?

A s0ul wh0's loving you s0 true?

I'm starting to like someone.he's s0me s0rt 0f an ideal man.

He's real. And s0 r u, aren't you?

Thank God I've met you in real life

0r else i w0nt believe you exist.

Or perhaps you'll always be that man in my dreams.

And il be that woman dreamin' 0f you every single night and day.

I guess it'll be as something like this.

Till n0w.

Always.

Forever.

You'll always be a bit 0f my reality and

I'll only be that dream to you.

You and me

...0nly in a dream.

H0w can i forget your birthday

when 2-3m0nths before your special day,

I always have date pr0mpts whenever

I happened t0 check my cp's 0r c0mputer tym or

see them 0n paper constantly.

Was it just a c0incident?at first I believe it is.

7:23,__:23, july 23.

0vr again.

I feel like nuts.

C0incidence happens only once, twice.

And I feel there's something weird about it.

D0 you think im making up all of this?

Im trying to see what happens 0n may 23,june 23.

But nothing happened s0 special.

I was thinkng my d0g will give birth 0n july 23,

but 2 weeks ag0 she did and that was earlier than i had expectd.

S0 i dont have any idea at all what's with 23 except that its your birthday.

And maybe wait for that day for something special to happen.

The people up there wanted me t0 greet

and extend their wishes to you.

You don't believe in them,d0 u?

Fr0m d very depth 0f my s0ul,

and from your friends who always watch over you,

"A Blessed Happy birthday! "

The b0tt0m line there is,

I l0ve you n0t bc0z you l0ve me or you dont.

I l0ve you bc0z I just l0ve you.

I dont have t0 find reas0ns t0 l0ve u,

because I DONT HAVE ANY actually.

Simply, I just do.

Maybe i am b0rn t0 d0 that for you.

Unc0nditi0nally. ^_^

You don't have to do anything.

Im not expecting for your reply.

All I want is for you to know.

Just as THEY wanted me to do.

TRUE LOVE

If you have loved someone so much in that your world
only revolves in him and proclaimed you have found
true love, its a big lie

True love is loving yourself to the very core of your
being from the tiniest to biggest creature in this
planet, expanding that loving energies in the universe
to the whole cosmos.

Knowing that everything which has been created from the Source is interconnected to you. Thus, you mau say you have found TRUE LOVE.

Coz true love is never limited.
It is soul-expanding. It's universal.
It's the greatest thing that connects us to the Source.
Attaining true love is the greatest thing and the highest purpose of being
alive on this Earth.

Best Is What I Deserve

papa: ngaa ndi ka cia?
me: di ko xa b feel
papa: pafeel2 nlg na gle ya? 
me:   ok, try ko liwat 
#intuition


 Few days after with my mom, 
doctor : *censored* bla bla bla bla bla bla  bla bla bla bla 
me: ok 


I felt in discord with your words
Did you at least tried?
Don't tell me there's no way.
There has to be a way.
Show, don't tell.


i don't find it therapeutic nor true. 
I know i should not have listened to him at all.
But with due respect, i did. 
And left with a heavy feeling trying all my might to feel good.
I feed my thoughts with wonderful statements. 

 God will find me someone better.I don't doubt your credentials, maybe you're not the one I'm looking for. Thank you. 

Sometimes you can never control the circumstances. 
But never allow negative energies to enter your being.
It does no good. 


 In time, i believe could find somebody 
who have the courage to deal with this past issue. 
Who can do something not just telling 
To shed light with pure intention 
and has the spirit to believe with the impossible. 


 I deserve the best!=) 


 Okay, back to feeling good.

Heaven on Earth

I don't know how to describe my current emotions.hahah ♥

Experiences that can be defined are bound w

ithin the physical realm

Beyond that, nobody could ever comprehend.

There are no words to define that experience.

Coz they can't until they experience it themselves.

And the only best word you can actually came up is:

"Its

amazingly,

heavenly,

lovingly,

perfectly

P . E . R . F . E . C . T!"

Value Yourself More

Everytime you came across a beautiful or sexy woman, never get jealous nor insecure.




You are

"PURE"

" BEAUTIFUL"

and

"OF IMMENSE VALUE"

.



With all your heart 'n mind to the deepest core of your being, live with that TRUTH.Because you are wonderfully made by God.


You are more than what the eyes can see.
And only those people who sees with their heart and soul can appreciate the true beauty from within.♥

#insomnia

Kenny G in my Dreams

OMY! ahaha

Last time I dreamt of a man with long curly hair..
I wonder for days who he is..and what could be his role in my life.

And then the night before my cousins' wedding, me and my friends had arranged the table. 
A man, Mr.Sax as we called him, had just arrived from Japan to witness my cousin's wedding.
He played sax on the day of the event, a very soulful music. 


Not that I'm sad but because of the high frequencies that filled my entire body - a tingling sensation, it brought me into shiver and tears. *dream of walking down the aisle with this background music *


Then I just discovered I had the same music saved in my computer --- played by kenny G 
which leads into morning addiction.hahah And thank you! A newly borned preference. I want it played on my wedding please ^_^


And then, I crave for more sax music and found out the man I had in my dream is Kenny G.hahaha 
Oh well ♥ Not that weird at all coz my dreams had always a way of manifesting into reality. 
And that's what I like about me dreaming.^_^

Love

Currently raising vibration frequency to attune with the light and achieve harmony and balance with the universe.^_^ #addictedtosax

My Dream Wedding

Im starting the details as of now..♥

Don't have a groom yet, but it doesn't matter.
He's on his way now.I believe.*giggle*

 I want myself to organize all the details and the rest would be the Euphoria's work,
my group organizer. A low-budgeted yet elegant Heaven on Earth-Themed Wedding.
I hope they will have time to organize this. Our group are used to have a low-budgeted
 unique arrangements and I think it would be possible.


 Does it sounds exciting?heheh The songs would be my favorite picks. And I wanted Mr.Sax to play the saxophone at the Church. He plays perfect.


I'd be updating about this from time to time.
Three to four years from now, Im a married woman to a lovely man prepared for me by the heaven
In a perfect time. ♥♥♥

   

Twin Soulmates ♥

Look Inside

I realize I have more things to do to be a COMPLETE BEING.
 The reason why I am not united with my twin is that I have to
deal with so many issues..I think 4 years isn't enough.I have to
make things better.And to master the virtue of patience and
most of all, unconditional love.. As I re-read my previous post, 
there are still emotional issues I have to deal with.


I told myself, "I am ready." That kind of response has led me
into contemplating. I know,I had work left to do on myself.
It was just that this emotions are so overwhelming sometimes
 it could draw you into negative thoughts.I know hearts could
be deceiving..and the only thing I find peace is during meditation.


I've came across a lovely site and I felt totally one with them as they
too have the same twin soul issues with different experiences.
But on the same level.. SOUL-LEVEL.

"This is essentially means self-healing and balancing of all
the heavy emotional chaff and energies."

I need to prepare myself for something beautiful.
In time I believe its all so IDEALLY LOVING.♥

Someday

I dont have anyone to talk to today..haha
Just finished making video for Ghie's lola who just passed away.
Im crazy being with my friends but im crazier when alone.ahahah

I was browsing the net and found out my crush is not just engaged.
He's married.LOL!!!

O why i always have crushes with kids??

Lord, dont think of me as bad. It's just a crush anyway.haha 
I soo like his sweet voice.


 i too have one at Cebu. A married man too. Just admiring his personality.^_^


And another one,
a married one too??


O yeah kind of.haha my cousin's hubby.
He's my long-time crush - has a pleasing personality and a very good voice too.


These people possesses a very attractive energies.
I find them so loyal and loving to their wife.
 That's what I like them the most.
 I dreamed of owning one too...someday.♥


 ...when the time's right.