THE REAL THING

Dear Lord,

Thank you for makin' me feel certain that this heart knows what's right.
That this heart could only LOVE but not HATE,
Could only be TRUE but doesn't FAKE.

I couldn't take this as an illusion anymore because I know for sure that this thing is REAL. And only You can undestand that deeply. After almost 3 years of inner debate, I've come to believe that he's my twin. I hope that he would recognize me too.

I felt guilty after reading these pieces of information about the TWIN SOUL RUNNERS.. because I, too, am a runner. I've done all my might to cut all ties yet nothing had happened and it only resulted into depression, ripped soul and unproductive life. And the only effective way I had ever think of is to SURRENDER/ACCEPT that he's the other part of my soul. I've seen a great progress on my development and I feel I am in alignment with my inner self and God. I really do things well.

Im being patient Lord. Whatever happens, I know its for the best of us.

Im gonna leave everything in Your hands Lord.
Just do it Your way.♥

Twin Soul Runner

hai Lord...sauce gd.life gd..this article is making me cry..
I wish to disappear. This is really happening to me.
Even how much I want to forget, do anything to cut ties - NOTHING HAPPENS.
I feel guilty of running away..I've swallowed my pride already and I'm tired of thinking what to do next. What to do??

Acceptance is the only way to end all this insanity.huweh..
Im gonna leave everything in your hands Lord. Just do it Your way.♥

Twin Soul

I can almost relate to this article..very close.haiiiz..
almost the same experience i would say.

"For years I went through life confused about what I believed in.

My parents were religious [my father is a spiritual person] and although I believed in God and tried to follow their faith, there was always something missing. Things didn’t quite add up and I was left confused and with many questions. I turned away from religion and carried on for a few years drifting aimlessly along.

But then my twin soul came back into my life [except this: we had known each other in childhood] but there were no “sparks” back then, and my whole world was turned upside down. I went three years of feeling so much love and also so much fear and pain when it came to my twin soul and myself.

I didn’t know what was going on except for I felt petrified when I loved twin so much but didn’t actually like him as a person (at that time). My spirituality was becoming more apparent to me; I began to see deep down that some of the most real things in life were those that I couldn’t see with the naked eye. But I was too scared to believe in what I felt and knew to be true in my heart, so I carried on for years in great pain, convincing myself I was crazy and it was all in my head. [exactly..felt so insane, imbalanced]

But I knew in my heart that what we felt for each other amongst all the chaos, pain and fighting was real. In fact it was the most real thing about my life. [agreee!!!] But I didn’t have a logical explanation for it, so I blamed it on “obsession” and “weakness”. For however much we tried to push each other away out of fear, we always came back together by this feeling of massive magnetism. It was like I physically couldn’t help but be pulled to him, even if my ego wanted to cut all ties. [this is exactly what i wanted but can't do anything but to accept it] But, what I didn’t realise then is that the ties can never be cut. It was all a lesson in accepting oneself and others unconditionally.

Because he was the counterpart of my soul, I had to learn how to accept that mirror image I saw in him and come to love myself through those feelings of intense vulnerability. He also had to do the same. [i am hoping he would do the same] It’s an ongoing process, but once the difficulties of coming to accept oneself have been overcome, the Joining back together with the other half of your soul is amazing beyond what any human words could ever describe." Continuation