Guy on a Gray Shirt

The night I was watching mya ll-time favorite movie, Serendipity.I slept late and usually I don't get any dreams when I'm deprived of sleep. I woke up to pee but couldn't resume my sleep after.It was about 2-3am when I saw a vision at the back of my mind. A guy wearing a gray polo shirt. i couldn't clearly see what's on with the neck. Was it a collar? 'Twas vague.

I couldn't see the face.Im trying hard to make it visible but to no avail. Another picture flashed. It's a guitar and then followed by a white guitar pick..what was that all about?

Im sure it wasn't a dream.
100% SURE. I was really aware of my environment and the way I positioned my self on bed.

"45-degree angle from the headboard,
nkaside view to the left facing the door with short in and out breaths.hahah"

And there's more to that! on the next blog.haha
I couldn't spill it over here. i just don't know why.
There are many MAYBE's and WHAT IF's.
AND i dont wanna think there's a connection to that.
One of the Maybe's: Im afraid it could have any relation.aaaaaaaaaaaah

Splash of the past

Its been a year and was expecting this would fade.
But it don’t.

I’ve let you go, thinking that this might not be His plan for me. The uncertainty and twists of events has lead me to the point of giving up my hopes.

I’ve been praying hard up to his moment if this aren’t from Above, or that isn’t according to His plan, He can take away these unknown feelings that keeps buggin' me over a year. Im gladly giving it away to You, Lord. Well I know this is crazy..coz it unnaturally disturbed my brain cells thinking for reasons of why im splashing out my thoughts again about the same old story. sorry. this won’t happen again. I just can’t bear the thought of it..