Overjoyed

can't further pinpoint where my current emotions are generated from.
felt so high today.. *sigh* *grin*

some familiar state i was experiencing last year..
same old feelings..exactly!

still examining myself what could be the reasons why.
i wanna know in the first place why i feel so inspired..
im sure its not about that someone im talking past in my blog..
nor that i found someone new..
doesn't have anything to do with my grades..
nor with the 2 surprising scholarships i had received a few months ago..
or for passing the tesda assessment..

hmmm..im in the process of thinking.


i could still describe what i am doing when i was in that euphoric state..
was so happy that time that love overflowed and radiated out my whole being.

i could still remember, my notes are doodled always with heart shapes. (till now, i carried it with me)
even my buko pie during my baking class have hearts also..haha (sometimes my buddy diane and i are having minor argumentations because of our differing designs.hers was a broken heart and mine was the opposite,haha)
everything im doing was engraved or embellished with hearts ..LOL
can't imagine myself for skipping 2 classes just to send heart cookies from negros to cebu..haha (never done that before)
or sending some recorded sound clips through web..XD
or giving away slices of cake or a plate of dish to some people i don't know much..
i remembered the tricycle driver of my same age(i think), who asked for my number in a few weeks time after i handed him a piece of cake..ahaha (maybe he'd thought i liked him. totoinks!)

the old love feeling is re-existing..
yesterday, someone complimented on me and asked me if im in love?XP
"yes, im in love, as always. " what did i said? in love? ahaha
words just slipped out my mouth, ya know..^^

i dunno. nothing is bothering me right now.not even heartaches and confusion
just wanna enjoy everything i am in right now..ahaha
maybe, this heart-nosed creature could demo it for me


Good night everyone..


p.s. a very significant day for me. 16. Love you, LORD!^^
(would be editting/adding some lines in my next visit)