I Don't See You In Him

Dear Lord,

Although my soul is certain that my heart was made for him, i couldn't love a man who doesn't have Your Heart. unless maybe a transformation is made on him. And "Only You" can do that.

I dont see You in him.
There's no point of holding on.
Coz I believe I deserve someone better.

I feel sad for him that he couldn't even recognize me- the soul behind the person.
And I know its him Lord whom I've been looking & waiting for so long. But I think I need to find someone on this lifetime to get past of him. And when that time comes, when everything is right, I know all will fall into place. For the mean time, I'm giving that man everything he needs to learn. And please take care of him.

I don't feel bad. I swear.
But we couldn't be friends somehow.
Or else I couldn't give him the chance to grow and realize
what You need him to learn to be a better person. ^_^
Even if it means handing him in the care of another person.
I'd be happy for him. Just do your work on him Lord.
I know in my heart he is a good man.

Thank you Lord...I feel so loved and blessed.
Coz only You can satisfy me.
I would never exchange you Lord to anybody.
If he wants to be the second then maybe I could let him in.. ^_^