Tuesday, June 26, 2012

TRUE LOVE


If you have loved someone so much in that your world
only revolves in him and proclaimed you have found
true love, its a big lie

True love is loving yourself to the very core of your
being from the tiniest to biggest creature in this
planet, expanding that loving energies in the universe
to the whole cosmos.

Knowing that everything which has been created from the Source is interconnected to you. Thus, you mau say you have found TRUE LOVE.

Coz true love is never limited.
It is soul-expanding. It's universal.
It's the greatest thing that connects us to the Source.
Attaining true love is the greatest thing and the highest purpose of being
alive on this Earth.

Best Is What I Deserve

papa: ngaa ndi ka cia?
me: di ko xa b feel
papa: pafeel2 nlg na gle ya? 
me:   ok, try ko liwat 
#intuition


 Few days after with my mom, 
doctor : *censored* bla bla bla bla bla bla  bla bla bla bla 
me: ok 


I felt in discord with your words
Did you at least tried?
Don't tell me there's no way.
There has to be a way.
Show, don't tell.


i don't find it therapeutic nor true. 
I know i should not have listened to him at all.
But with due respect, i did. 
And left with a heavy feeling trying all my might to feel good.
I feed my thoughts with wonderful statements. 


 God will find me someone better.I don't doubt your credentials, maybe you're not the one I'm looking for. Thank you. 


Sometimes you can never control the circumstances. 
But never allow negative energies to enter your being.
It does no good. 


 In time, i believe could find somebody 
who have the courage to deal with this past issue. 
Who can do something not just telling 
To shed light with pure intention 
and has the spirit to believe with the impossible. 


 I deserve the best!=) 


 Okay, back to feeling good.

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Heaven on Earth


I don't know how to describe my current emotions.hahah ♥

Experiences that can be defined are bound w

ithin the physical realm
Beyond that, nobody could ever comprehend.
There are no words to define that experience.
Coz they can't until they experience it themselves.

And the only best word you can actually came up is:


"Its
amazingly,
heavenly,
lovingly,
perfectly
P . E . R . F . E . C . T!"



Friday, June 22, 2012

Value Yourself More


Everytime you came across a beautiful or sexy woman, never get jealous nor insecure.




You are

"PURE"

" BEAUTIFUL"

and

"OF IMMENSE VALUE"

.



With all your heart 'n mind to the deepest core of your being, live with that TRUTH.Because you are wonderfully made by God.


You are more than what the eyes can see.
And only those people who sees with their heart and soul can appreciate the true beauty from within.♥

#insomnia


Kenny G in my Dreams

OMY! ahaha

Last time I dreamt of a man with long curly hair..
I wonder for days who he is..and what could be his role in my life.

And then the night before my cousins' wedding, me and my friends had arranged the table. 
A man, Mr.Sax as we called him, had just arrived from Japan to witness my cousin's wedding.
He played sax on the day of the event, a very soulful music. 


Not that I'm sad but because of the high frequencies that filled my entire body - a tingling sensation, it brought me into shiver and tears. *dream of walking down the aisle with this background music *


Then I just discovered I had the same music saved in my computer --- played by kenny G 
which leads into morning addiction.hahah And thank you! A newly borned preference. I want it played on my wedding please ^_^


And then, I crave for more sax music and found out the man I had in my dream is Kenny G.hahaha 
Oh well ♥ Not that weird at all coz my dreams had always a way of manifesting into reality. 
And that's what I like about me dreaming.^_^

Love

Currently raising vibration frequency to attune with the light and achieve harmony and balance with the universe.^_^ #addictedtosax

Thursday, June 21, 2012

My Dream Wedding

Im starting the details as of now..♥

Don't have a groom yet, but it doesn't matter.
He's on his way now.I believe.*giggle*

 I want myself to organize all the details and the rest would be the Euphoria's work,
my group organizer. A low-budgeted yet elegant Heaven on Earth-Themed Wedding.
I hope they will have time to organize this. Our group are used to have a low-budgeted
 unique arrangements and I think it would be possible.


 Does it sounds exciting?heheh The songs would be my favorite picks. And I wanted Mr.Sax to play the saxophone at the Church. He plays perfect.


I'd be updating about this from time to time.
Three to four years from now, Im a married woman to a lovely man prepared for me by the heaven
In a perfect time. ♥♥♥
   

Twin Soulmates ♥

Look Inside

I realize I have more things to do to be a COMPLETE BEING.
 The reason why I am not united with my twin is that I have to
deal with so many issues..I think 4 years isn't enough.I have to
make things better.And to master the virtue of patience and
most of all, unconditional love.. As I re-read my previous post, 
there are still emotional issues I have to deal with.


I told myself, "I am ready." That kind of response has led me
into contemplating. I know,I had work left to do on myself.
It was just that this emotions are so overwhelming sometimes
 it could draw you into negative thoughts.I know hearts could
be deceiving..and the only thing I find peace is during meditation.


I've came across a lovely site and I felt totally one with them as they
too have the same twin soul issues with different experiences.
But on the same level.. SOUL-LEVEL.

"This is essentially means self-healing and balancing of all
the heavy emotional chaff and energies."

I need to prepare myself for something beautiful.
In time I believe its all so IDEALLY LOVING.♥

Monday, June 18, 2012

Someday

I dont have anyone to talk to today..haha
Just finished making video for Ghie's lola who just passed away.
Im crazy being with my friends but im crazier when alone.ahahah

I was browsing the net and found out my crush is not just engaged.
He's married.LOL!!!

O why i always have crushes with kids??

Lord, dont think of me as bad. It's just a crush anyway.haha 
I soo like his sweet voice.


 i too have one at Cebu. A married man too. Just admiring his personality.^_^


And another one,
a married one too??


O yeah kind of.haha my cousin's hubby.
He's my long-time crush - has a pleasing personality and a very good voice too.


These people possesses a very attractive energies.
I find them so loyal and loving to their wife.
 That's what I like them the most.
 I dreamed of owning one too...someday.♥


 ...when the time's right.

Just not the Right Time

i wanted to hate you but even if i want to i couldn't. i just keep on missin you more.=( my heart has no room for hatred

I LOVE YOU. 
How you perceive this - a fun or a joke, it doesn't matter.
Seeing or hearing you happy is ENOUGH. I wanted you to be REAL HAPPY.


 How sick of loving someone repeatedly and
i dont know at all what keeps me holding on until now.*sigh*


Never did I love someone like this.
Time is getting closer then I could share this to
someone worthy enough of this pure love.
I am PATIENT Lord.


 I haven't told you this before
 and now i wanted to say goodbye.
Coz The world tells me so.


After waiting for almost 4 years,
how I wish could have the courage and strength
to wait for you till forever.


But Im afraid I have waited for someone not in the right time.T_T
Thank you so much anyway.
You made a great impact on my world.
I wish to love you someday.
When the time is right. Maybe on the 4th dimension world.
See you.


My love will always be with you. FOREVER.
Even if we'll not end up with one another.


Love and Light,
Joy


Wednesday, June 6, 2012

You Again

i don't know where these tears are rooted from.. sometimes in the middle of bliss, there's this moment i cried for no reason.and suddenly, you'd popped up from nowhere in my mind. Actually im so used to it already. if only you could enter and see what's in my heart. anyway i dont have to further explain. that could be a tiresome job. i've done that so many times. --- it's overdoing. all this times, i just realized. now i could pinpoint what my weakness is. Externally, neither its from my surroundings nor my family n friends. Its YOU. And that's bad to know.T_T Because everywhere I am, i couldn't runaway from you.
 

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