Moving on to a New Life

i really don't know why would everything turn out as hard as this..
every time i enjoy the happy rides, i would bump from here to there. i got bruised and sometimes it's so hard to stand on my feet again.. There would come a time im so helpless but i couldn't bear seeing myself drown into a thick mud.. even though im getting weak and almost lost, i still get up just to continue what i've started..because I have to. and i need to.. im almost in the middle and i don't wanna go back and start all over again..