The Unutterable Words

u know how much i can tolerate physical pains

but this???

im telling you, im not gonna survive with things such as, u know....

i just dunno what's holdin me back mybe the fear of being---?
i always mess up with stuff like this
that's why im running away..
yet something is pulling me back to where ive started..

its weird though.
after all those times,
im not over it.
i could not think of any reason why everything turns down.

you think im the one to be blamed??

you think i really deserve to be happy??

how??

not that easy coz i cant turn back time...

you think it would be better to ignore it??

maybe it might fade tomorrow... :confused:
yeah,,
tomorrow!!:D
lol i dunno exactly when that tomorrow would be..

but if something awaits me,,
ah eh---
let's just see what will happen
so i could take the proper action..