Monday, October 20, 2008

Is it him whom i've waited for so long?

10/20/08

i don't know exactly why im acting so weird all these times.
things i dont usually do,,surprisingly i made it with no doubt?
but i got confused with what im feeling right now.
am i suppose to be happy?
shall i fight for this weird feeling i felt for the first time??
or let go of it and let God do the work for me?for us?T_T
*sniff*


although i can live alone,
the moment i know this guy and the more i know about him
it makes me long and need him more.
this pain is drowning me...
i dont know if this is right to say, "my heart is more secured to him now"
or is this just a mistaken feeling??
i understand he too is confused about everything..
and i think i'd better give ourselves the space to think.

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