Hurting Inside

11/4/08

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Hurting Inside by U-turn
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Am i the culprit here?
Is it really me?
Am i being insensitive?
Am i being ignorant? of how i feel for you? --of how you feel for me?
Its makin me cry !!
you just can't make me fall that easily!!
its hard for me to reach you...your heart particularly.

"maybe it isn't that wide open.." i just told myself..

you're far from me but don't let me feel you're farther than i think....
that won't be easy to do..reaching you out wouldn't be hard if you can just be YOU.


getting so paranoid??aaaaaahh...
am i getting worst or what???
Do i deserve to call my self again STUPID??that suits me i think.

LOVE, love, LOVE!!!!!
its gettin on to my nerves...it suffocates me...it PAINS me!
do you really want me??
or you just wanted me to fall for you??sorry but i think you've failed!!
i didn't fall for you...i didn't!!!!



WHY???





WHY???!!




WHY???!!!





SIMPLY!!!
because im not so IN LOVE with you!!!
im sorry to tell that i don't..




because the truth is..


I LOVE YOU
already...

i don't love the FEELING..its just YOU that i love.
yeah you win *hands down*...so are you happy now??huh??
are you happy seeing me hurting??*sniff*

it pains me.. and its paining me more!
Do you want to ask me why??

yes, i want you to ask me why!!! rather that just saying

SORRY, SORRY, SORRY!!!


this is because im trying so hard to enter your
mind and your heart as well...

i wanna know what's inside them..
i wanted so bad to know the way you think..you feel..
---what are you thinking, what are you feeling...
all i wanted is just for you to share a little part of yourself
...like we are just one.
i just wanted to help, to take part but i just cant.
' Coz i dont know what's really bothering you inside.


you told me once, you can live by yourself alone.
that keeps my mind playing those words over and over again.
i was scared but i did try..
i keep holding on my beliefs that i could change it.
i wanted to prove you wrong.... that you just cant
i wanted you to need me..
but its just of no use...

yeah,, maybe you're right.
you can be alone..and you have just proved it i say.
you don't need me..
maybe,you just need somebody better than i do.
eventually not me..


you seemed you're putting so much wall for us
which makes it hard for me to be a part of you, perhaps.

I believe, we can make things work for us if we're in this together...
But for the meantime, let's just be friends for a while..
its for the best. i could say...