The Unutterable Words Part 2

Running away never means your leaving behind what you've started
But taking a break on what was happening around.

To find yourself..
To think..
To reshape..
To grow.. amidst the distance.

You try to pick up the scattered pieces of yourself on where you have left,
so when you comeback you're WHOLE and won't be intimidated again by your fears.
But sometimes, things aren't going so well as what've been expected. You came back
smelling something great might happen yet it turns out the other way around.

It's so pathetic when you go 'home' with nothing left in your hands. T_T
You couldn't help but assume the one you're coming back is nonexistent.

Bunch of questions is boggling you like...
How to smooth out things when you can't see the creases?
How would you start it all over again when you're the only one who cares?
How to make it more interesting when you don't know what words to speak?

The saddest and the oddest part is that,
you can't spell out what exactly the whole thing is
when all you know is that,
it has a huge impact in your life you can't easily throw away.