The Girl Beyond

Now everything is at the normal pace.
You may saw her glowing when chitchatting with her company,
sharing the past happenings and laughing out with them.
Just filling in the gap they had lost for few weeks.
She's enjoying.

Yet the moment she turned her eyes on me,
I noticed something different.
Her eyes are so intense that looking at it might wreck your heart into pieces.
A lingering saddened eyes welled up with unnoticed tears..

Looking at her seems she's not the one i used to know.
I could have understand her but never the moment i chance at her
bursting out into tears..

One time, i sneak out on her room to find out her dark secrets.
My eyes hovered inside the small room..it was indeed dark.
Suddenly, my jaw felt tight, seeing a small figure in the bed.
I fell down on my knees, while watching her on that state.

It was her. Shedrowned her face into pillows, curled herself like a fetus
as she cried out every pain..catching every breath in her heart,
while battling herself against tears
What could have made her world feel so dark and lost?