really can't remember when was the last time i joined them in. That was like two months ago or so? yeah, been busy spending my time both in bakeshop and in the hotel. And to tell you, im not really into watching tv shows unless ive got nothing to do. I'd prefer to browse the net than just sitting and watching the tv. But since, i've got no choice, then fine. (haha)
Um i guess you've heard that song Ikaw Na Nga from Willie Revillame, the one he's performing before he starts the game? i got surprise when my mom teased me to --- oh sorry that was one of the memorable events in my life i forgot to blog. If i have time, (sure you got more time) okay then..it's just that i don't know how to make the story? how it happened, so on and forth.
where was i again?got lost.hahaha oyeah, she had managed to tease me again to that guy. With that, i didn't give a bite instead, i just gave her a wry smile, somewhat an expressionless response to her little annoyance. She seemed to noticed that face (though i was trying to be less obvious) and hit me back with this question, "Is he still texting you?" i just said plainly, "no he isn't" in a low tone. Then i added a little talk about what they are doing right now at Manila, just the brief knowledge i got from a friend.
"Maybe she got a lot of pretty girls there.."
I felt a little discomfort on my chest, though i know she cited the words unintentionally, not to hurt me or what. I just sit back and keep quiet while these certain thoughts running at the back of my mind.
Okay fine. If that would going to happen, im ready..open to all the possibilities between us.
It could be a part of God's plan and i'd better accept it now. not sooner or later. I must let go and let God do the wonders for me.
I have a certain feeling that everything will be fine. There's this unexplainable feeling again that something might surprise me sooner or later. though i don't have any idea what it is, my heart could feel the excitement again. *grin* *giggle*
Whatever it is Lord, I know for sure, that it would be far something great from what i had been expecting.
there's the quote again: if he comes back, then he's yours..i couldnt find where did all the positivity came fromm.. but ill be happier if it turns out the way we expect it to be.. or greater, or better, or grander.. whichever..its good enough..ah, you know me...hahah
ReplyDeletei dunno the source of it either.i told you once, its weird. i can't explain what was happening with me. but your book did helped.. it has revealed some facts about why i was behaving that way..its not me.u know what im talking to..
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