Saturday, June 13, 2009

Till its time

My first newly released song..Hahaha
Thank God was inspired that time and I was able to finish the full track..^^ (though its not quite good)



I have made this for one special person in my life whom i thought would have the courage to hold on till the time comes. but sadly, i later knew he's taken already ^^


maybe this one,doesn't fit to him anymore..
instead i dedicate this to my Mr.Right.^^

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Baso: "Stand up when you fall"

ahahaha!! kkamerienda ko lang at natawa talaga ako ngayon..watda!

simple lang naman kinain ko. bbq na saging, softdrink at chaka cheese bun. ano ba meron sa tatlo nun ba't npatawa ako?

kasi ganito yun eh, yung di naubos na coke ni mama isinalin ko dun sa baso ng papa ko. and den pinatong ko sa pinggan ang baso, na dadalhin ko na sana sa loob, kaya lang parang gnun nga, dahilan sa pagkaclumsy ko, nahulog at natumba sa mesa. Wala lang, parang ewan ako. haha

Yung pinagtatawanan ko na part ay ang dramatic na pagkatumba ng baso tapos yung dramatic din na pagbangon nito.haha

tinanong ko kapatid ko kung nakita niya yun, eto ang insulto niyang reply. "uu, eh ano naman ang nakakatawa?" napatawa ako ng tuluyan hanggang sa nakarating ako sa kitchen. Yun napatawa ulit ako.

"Ang babaw naman ng kaligayahan mo, " napasabi ng kapatid ko.
Pinagtawanan ko lang siya, "eh syempre. parang miracle eh. natumba, tpos napabangon ng ganun na lang?"

Hay wala naman. Nakakatuwang pangyayari kaya pinost ko lang kahit wala naman talagang kwenta. at hanggang naman sa pagtype natatawa pa rin ako sa lokong baso na yun. haha Napatawa niya talaga ako.^^

Current Realizations:

Yes, senseless. But then, to perceive things beyond what our normal eyes can see, we discover that there are reasons and explanations underlying it of why such events are happening. Truly, its so hard to define nor answer those uncertainties at the back of our minds, yet we know for sure that God would never let us walk alone unto the unknown shadows of life. As we grow more patient and faithful to all these happenings around us, slowly by slowly, God is working out His plan for us, in a subtle way, without our knowledge. There would be lonely days at times but believe me, it never lasts. If you were just being observant of what was happening around you, you may realize that God still cares, would make us smile in different ways, despite His business in preparing a good life for us. And that cup is a mini-miracle from Him, for it made me laugh in a way i could never understand why, for me, that cup is truly funny.

Day after day, God is showing His love for us, giving out His mini-miracles in simple forms, which some of us thought was just the normal way things are, yet we never know its a simple gift to appreciate or to be grateful for and most especially, to let us know He's there for us all the time.

Let Go and Let God

Here I am, watching the favorite noon time show, The Wowowee, with my family.
really can't remember when was the last time i joined them in. That was like two months ago or so? yeah, been busy spending my time both in bakeshop and in the hotel. And to tell you, im not really into watching tv shows unless ive got nothing to do. I'd prefer to browse the net than just sitting and watching the tv. But since, i've got no choice, then fine. (haha)

Um i guess you've heard that song Ikaw Na Nga from Willie Revillame, the one he's performing before he starts the game? i got surprise when my mom teased me to --- oh sorry that was one of the memorable events in my life i forgot to blog. If i have time, (sure you got more time) okay then..it's just that i don't know how to make the story? how it happened, so on and forth.

where was i again?got lost.hahaha oyeah, she had managed to tease me again to that guy. With that, i didn't give a bite instead, i just gave her a wry smile, somewhat an expressionless response to her little annoyance. She seemed to noticed that face (though i was trying to be less obvious) and hit me back with this question, "Is he still texting you?" i just said plainly, "no he isn't" in a low tone. Then i added a little talk about what they are doing right now at Manila, just the brief knowledge i got from a friend.

"Maybe she got a lot of pretty girls there.."

I felt a little discomfort on my chest, though i know she cited the words unintentionally, not to hurt me or what. I just sit back and keep quiet while these certain thoughts running at the back of my mind.

Okay fine. If that would going to happen, im ready..open to all the possibilities between us.

It could be a part of God's plan and i'd better accept it now. not sooner or later. I must let go and let God do the wonders for me.

I have a certain feeling that everything will be fine. There's this unexplainable feeling again that something might surprise me sooner or later. though i don't have any idea what it is, my heart could feel the excitement again. *grin* *giggle*

Whatever it is Lord, I know for sure, that it would be far something great from what i had been expecting.


Monday, June 8, 2009

thinking stinks! part 2

The reason why i got tired of thinking?
coz it uses up my energy, starves me easily.
(burning 12 calories per hour or so depending on how intense your concentration is, losing pounds for short, had always been a big issue for me)
and attacks my brain cells bit by bit.

since i got only a few brain cells left to think,
one good thing, my eyes and throat took over.

plus 1 more week

*sigh* Thank you God. palangga Mo gd ko ya..^^

i thought i couldn't rest this summer..
this time, this week, im gonna call this one more week, a true vacation. hiyeah!!

The Girl Beyond

Now everything is at the normal pace.
You may saw her glowing when chitchatting with her company,
sharing the past happenings and laughing out with them.
Just filling in the gap they had lost for few weeks.
She's enjoying.

Yet the moment she turned her eyes on me,
I noticed something different.
Her eyes are so intense that looking at it might wreck your heart into pieces.
A lingering saddened eyes welled up with unnoticed tears..

Looking at her seems she's not the one i used to know.
I could have understand her but never the moment i chance at her
bursting out into tears..

One time, i sneak out on her room to find out her dark secrets.
My eyes hovered inside the small room..it was indeed dark.
Suddenly, my jaw felt tight, seeing a small figure in the bed.
I fell down on my knees, while watching her on that state.

It was her. Shedrowned her face into pillows, curled herself like a fetus
as she cried out every pain..catching every breath in her heart,
while battling herself against tears
What could have made her world feel so dark and lost?

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

thinking stinks!

at this moment of time,
the more i push myself to "thinking",
the more it makes me hate "thinking"..

thinking and more thinking!!!!heck.
i just can't think of something good to write.
well in fact i have more collected thoughts to pour out.LOL
its hard to think what would be the neutral terms to use.
what's with me??wth

on these very days, i dont know why i have the inability to create words..
do my brains still work?or does it need to be cleaned?full memory huh?? *sigh*

just thinking of being alone.. to gather all those restless thoughts & tensions that accumulates my system.. and wash them off to air.

 

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