THE WEIRD GUY IN MY DREAMS

I forgot what to say nyahaha.
My mind goes blank and I love it more than thinking of so many stuff on the same topic over and over again.
Do you have a psychic or a mystic friend , Lord? HAHAH Can i talk to her about some matters? I just want to know something about these soulmates and twinflames thing.HAHAHA

I've made a research on how to break the bond from the person I knew but it said when you'll have a soulmate encounter it would be difficult to break the bond. HU-WHY?When I don't think of this person it usually sprung on my mind from nowhere or in my dreams unexpectedly. This is kinda crazy. I'm making everything work so as to keep my balance but this man would really complicate things.

Honestly, July 2010 was my last contact with him. I greeted him on his birthday and that's all. I had forgotten him totally or rather consciously after that. So that time, I was busy doing a research about some more interesting stuff - esoteric knowledge. I dug so many ideas about the universe and they makes sense and my whole perspective changed about the universe and what's happening around. Very mysterious yet addicting. I feel like I'm totally connected with God and his creation at the same time.

I've lost my memory of him until on the last week of November. He reappeared in my dreams. So you see? Even if I don't have any contacts with him he's still intruding me in my dreams. What I don't fully understand is that what I call the "connection". I feel like there's something wrong going on with him but I don't know what was it. I've never put a thought on him but as the days had gone mad, I'd always see him in my dreams eventhough I wasn't thinking of him. I SWEAR. I can prove it on my blog posts. I don't like telling him to anyone so when I feel its very disturbing on my part, I just spill it over my blog. Not until I had this very weird dream. You may read it here. GUY ON A GRAY SHIRT

Weird because after watching the movie, I cried myself to sleep asking God to stop this connection and to take away those unwanted emotions I have for him. I asked what his role for me and then got that weird dream as a reply.

I still can't decipher the message. The weirdest of all, when I woke up in the morning, checking of fb is the usual thing, the same shirt color with I-dunno thing on his neck sent me a friend request on FB. Pretty weird, isn't it? I hated when I remember what my reaction was. I feel my whole body become numb and my vision blurred. I'm not exaggerating but I do really feel like fainting when the guy wearing that gray shirt on my dream showed up on FB. Coincident?I hope so. And another weird dream: A LITTLE LONGER

For now I don't wanna give connotations about this mysterious event in my life. I don't really think we could be friends because I think it's impossible to do so. The feeling is so intense that it could dominate my thoughts and maintaining a space between us would really help me to keep my balance.

We became friends again this year. I've told him partly what I needed to tell and then I decided to make no contacts with him. I am hopeful that after pouring out those suppressed thoughts and emotions for years, I could break the bond with him. I am certain to myself that I've learned what I needed to learn from him Lord. So I think, its time to let go so I'd be finally feel FREE. Free to accept the real thing for me. I'm excited to encounter the "ONE". Im praying that he's spiritually ready. Please reserve him for me Lord. And help me to recognize him at the perfect time.

i could feel he's just a mile away because I can smell the sweet aroma when the wind enters my nostrils. ♥ MEETING THE ONE ♥

Im so thankful on my encounter with the "guy in gray shirt" It really sped up my spiritual growth. I believe he was sent by God in preparation for meeting the "ONE". Congratz to me in advance!

FOCUS on the HERE and NOW.