The Unutterable Words Part 3

again,, im troubled by the same existing person
and I can't really tell if he's an imaginary being
i just made up on my mind or a real existing one.

The bliss which transpired long months ago
had eventually awaken me again -
The thing which Im expecting chances with.

Yet the more it's getting closer to me,
the more i feel so awkward grasping it on my hands too tight
just to avoid being redrifted away by the wind.

Yeah, i admit im a coward.
Afraid it would escape from me again but
embracing it is the fact that would be hard for me to do.

How would I welcome it when Im not so sure about it?
Its hard to pretend its nothing when in fact it could be everything?
Everthing I've dreamed of.. wished of!
Everthing I've longed for and prayed for!

Who would come to believe that?..
You might be saying its a Lie!
Imaginations aren't that real right?