Inside the Ship

12/19/08

We had this Shipboard FAM last thursday and yeah,,i admit it's fun yet i've been so damned.
it was so uneasy of me letting myself get in the ship..

the reason could be shallow but its just that i don't wanna stay there..
I flinch while i was there going around after eating the early dinner..

No way i'd be working on a ship. Now i remember the last time i got myself lost.
Its the way to the port..but why?? Was it a sign that i have my future on the sea?errr..That's a no-no!

This coming February i think is my onboard training..T_T
And the big problem is the payment for it. that could run more or less 15-20thou?for just a week?

wow!!!
that big amount could be used for my surgery already..




"♪.♫...you don't know me..
you dont even care..
you said,you dont know me...
and you don't wear my chains..
I think I'll go to Boston
I think that im just tired
I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise
Im tired of sunset.. ♪ ♫ ♪...♫ "