Im Taken..

12/28/08

An0ther byg0ne days away fr0m him..

The last th0ught c0uld never be wr0ng.
"He c0uld be g0ne anytime."
And n0w he is..

I wanna kn0w the wh0le real thing
bef0re getting t0 the p0int 0f th0ught
that he truly is...
g0ne.


The cut 0f updates fr0m him might tell that something is wrong. He might be ending up everything.
I should have grieve f0r such a l0ss,f0r l0sing s0me0ne i th0ught w0uld be mine s0meday.H0wever acceptin' it in a very humble way had never been a big issue f0r me.

S0metimes,acceptin' things then lettin' g0 c0uld be the best way t0 0ffer..Because that's what they wanted, and by n0 0ther means, y0u have t0 let g0 0f them t0o. Even if it leaves an unwanted h0le in y0ur life..

There would be times that God sends out someone for special reasons and that reason could be to love us, teach a lesson, or hurt us in way that would mold us into shape. Whatever it is, we should be thankful about it. (awtz,,yeah right. be thankful.even so it means he'd be leaving?that could be something hard to accept. )

S0meh0w, n0thing t0 w0rry ab0ut.
N0t a big deal th0ugh.


C0z


im already taken..



Yeah..


Taken f0r granted.Again.L0lz
Im s0 used t0 it already.

all i c0uld say is,thank y0u!
Thank y0u because 0f what had happened,
0r whatever y0u have in mind f0r letting g0 0f me, (i presume,)
y0u had given me the 0pp0rtunity to judge y0u s0 easily.

Impatient - y0uve gr0wn t0o tired 0f waiting.
C0ward - your s0 afraid f0r what c0uld 0r might have been.You never trusted me and that's y0ur l0ss.

Oh,bef0re my mind diverts away t0 s0me 0ther imp0rtant th0ughts, an infinite thanks t0 y0u,Mr._________. I sh0uld have grieve f0r such a l0ss 0f y0u and yet im fl0ating with j0y. I've never been like this. I understand that when God takes away s0mething g0od, its bcoz He has something better to give. And yeah...

See, I have l0st s0mething and in-exchange f0r that i gained what I've really been missing f0r all these years..

my true self..